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BITCH YOU BEEN SCAMMED! [16 Feb 2003|11:16pm]
[ mood | amused ]

FOR ASHLEY!!!!

first. apparently you do try and be like everyone else. if it wasn't true then why would your BEST friend say so?

XspitOnSocietyX: it pisses me off she copies everything i do!!!
XspitOnSocietyX: she doesn't know how to be herself
XspitOnSocietyX: when i dyed my hair she put the same color streaks in hers!
XspitOnSocietyX: lol and she tries to like all the bands i do
XspitOnSocietyX: when she came out here i did her makeup because she didnt know how
XspitOnSocietyX: soshe copies it now!!


so don't try and tell me otherwise. and no, these conversations are not fabricated because how else would i know that she did your makeup for you?

second. if you don't send naked pictures to anyone, then what the fuck is this????



third. i know more about you than you think i do. i actually know more about you than diane does. because diane doesn't know what you REALLY think about her hahaha.

SKINHEADistKRIEG: your friends diana send me photo also.
SKINHEADistKRIEG: she is not wearing SHIRT!!! :O i was shocked and okward
skrewdrivergrrrl: she is kinda....a slut....*suush* DONT TELL HER
SKINHEADistKRIEG: i talk to her not often.
skrewdrivergrrrl: otay
SKINHEADistKRIEG: i knew not what to say
SKINHEADistKRIEG: i replied ".nice.."
skrewdrivergrrrl: hahahhaa
skrewdrivergrrrl: shes a heartbreaker
SKINHEADistKRIEG: she break not my heart.
skrewdrivergrrrl: i love that girl though
skrewdrivergrrrl: but eh...shes got issues
SKINHEADistKRIEG: diana wears lots of make up.
skrewdrivergrrrl: yes
SKINHEADistKRIEG: possible to be a little too much
skrewdrivergrrrl: indeed!!


im guessing diane hasn't seen that?

fourth. i know how many people you have slept with. but like i said, i still don't think your brother counts. so you should make your number ZERO!

XspitOnSocietyX: i know the real truth
XspitOnSocietyX: but that i wont say
XspitOnSocietyX: shes my best friend
XspitOnSocietyX: if i tell you you promise not to say anything to her
XspitOnSocietyX: you have to swear and if you tell dietrich he cant say either
XspitOnSocietyX: she has only had actual sex like intercourse 1 time
XspitOnSocietyX: and that was a year ago


and just because i find it hilarious:

SKINHEADistKRIEG: she is not white.
MamasFalIenAngeL: ahhhhhhhhhh
MamasFalIenAngeL: she looks hideious there
SKINHEADistKRIEG: hahahah
MamasFalIenAngeL: so does ashley!!!!
MamasFalIenAngeL: lol


wow. great friendship ya got there.

anyways. don't tell me to grow up. and you're god damn right im gonna insult your looks, especially your makeup. im going to school for COSMETOLOGY.. makeup is my fucking deal. so if you're gonna comment in MY journal [ bitches get stitches ] dissing on my makeup, when *im* the one with the knowledge of cosmetics, you better fucking believe im gonna fire back.

anything else that i need to say, will be posted in dietrichs journal. and like i said before, i can't BELIEVE you thought you could get a skinhead boyfriend. do you actually believe someone as good looking as dietrich would like your nappy ass?! ahahahahahahahahahaha... that right there made this whole thing worth it!!!

little girl, you've been had!

you may go ahead and block comments now, because i've said enough ;) and i know you can't handle this shit. and go ahead and delete this, too. it don't matter. because i've already sent it to diane.

i wish you the best in life! trust me, you'll need it.

xoxo
THE ONLY GIRLS THAT MATTER
Melissa, Siera, Caryn, and Laura

ps. this actually isn't a farewell, because we still plan on fucking your face up everytime we see you.



ahahahaha... i guess she really COULDNT handle it. because instead of deleting the comment.. she deleted her whole fucking journal. oh no!! maybe she even slit her wrists! how terrible! really. im just so upset ahaha.

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So long! [11 Jan 2003|06:21pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

IM SO fucking glad I'm leaving this god for saken place. SO long Arizona, So long what could have been. You could have tried. I don't even care anymore. I get to see my father again. And that's all that matters. I get to be by Nik and Lukas's sides every day again. That's all that matters. We're forming our old band (minus Johnny of course, faggot doesn't wanna leave Boston!.) And that's really all that matters. No more fake ass Phoenix "White Power" scene. It's all bullshit here. I'm fucking outta here! Monday we're going down to Tucson with Dave and Kim to meet up with some of their buddies, and meet some REAL fucking skins. I can't wait.

I have a shit load to rant and rave about, which I'll do later, But for now, Nik and Krystal and Angie and I are gonna go get some dinner, and hopefully see the Hot Chick afterwards. Here's to what could be one of my last good nights in Phoenix! Cheers

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[09 Jan 2003|02:49pm]
I FUCKING HATE LIVEJOURNAL I JUST HAD A LONG ASS ENTRY TYPED UP AND IT WOULDNT FUCKING SEND IT THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!! What the FUCK!!!!!!

So to shorten it up, Im a hardcore rebel, got kicked out of the other library. Nik and I are at a new one in Phoenix. Kym and Heather left, I love them to DEATH!!!, and Kym we'll see about what we talked about depending on whether or not I move back, ok babe?? Thanks so much for making this time worth it!! Tell Heather to calm the fuck down, cuz she's still my friend and all. She's just gotta realize she missed her chance! Besides, it must not have been that bad for her to see it all especially if she was up on NIK the whole time! Anyways, Nik invited me back to Germany, Im gonna go with him, He offered to pay for me to go back to Boston on Tuesday with him, Then off to Munich and I'm gonna live there for a few months. Spend time with my father, he's ill and might have to go through ANOTHER surgery! If i lose him I wanna be able to be with him to say goodbye and do it the right way. People wanna use the research doodad on this thing, SO I;m gonna be nice and let em. I'll download AIM later, and yup i think thats it!
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In the midnight Hour she screams More More More [09 Jan 2003|02:14pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I'm such a hardcore rebel, getting banned from the library. Hahaha. So Nik and I had to steal my moms car and find this library. Had to feed this lame internet addiction that we both have! Haha...SO yeahWe're in Phoenix right at the moment. Hm Well Kym and Heather left yesterday, they could only stay until at most last night, Kyms gotta work in the morning. But I'm really really excited that they came out. So Kym and Heather, Thank you girls so fucking much for being out here with me. You girls really made Arizona seem WORTH living in! And Kym, if I ever decide to move my ass back to Boston, you can count on what we talked about..... Okay babe?? Seriousl though I am so glad you came out here, both of you, it has been nothing but SEx Drugs and Rock N roll! Lol ok So maybe not quite THAT exciting, but good enough! But for now I'm unsure of my going back to Boston deal. For anyone who reads this journal and who cares, Johnny and Lukas especially, I was invited to move back to Germany with Nik. Just for a few months, until after summer when I can have had enough money saved up to move back to Boston, or, If it's worth it, back to Arizona. But this is really a good thing, because I will get to spend so much time with my Father, especially since he is extremely ill. He might have to have another surgery, and that scares the fucking shit out of me to tell you the truth. I would just rather be with him because I don't know what I would do if I lost him and didn't even get to say goodbye.... Anyways Nik decided he IS going to Boston before returning home, and he offered to pay for me to go with him. OF COURSE IM NOT GONNA REFUSE IT!!! So he's staying in Phoenix with me until Tuesday, and then Tuesday night my mothers gonna drop us off at the airport. SO Wed morning we should be in Boston!!! WOOOOOO!!! I get to see Johnny and Lukas!!!!!!!!! Shit I'm not gay or anything but I fucking love those boys to death!!!!! Well Ok I am getting kicked off now.. But only cause they're busy and people are trying to research shit. This place dosnt' have a timelimit like the other one did, so I will be back on later and Will try and Download AIM

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Survey [06 Jan 2003|04:36am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Sex: Male
Birthday: 8-14-85
Where do you live: Tempe and Phoenix Arizona.
Hair color: Brown but the head is shaved
Eye color: Green
Height: 5'10"
Have any pets: Not right now
What are their names:
What do you fear most in the world: Your mom
What do you regret the most: Almost everything
If you could do anything without consequences, what would it be: Haha like I'd tell YOU!!!
Do you have glasses: Sun glasses yes


:::::Favorites:::::

Car: Mustangs of course
Color: Black, white, and green
Teacher:
Holiday: Fourth of July I suppose
Season: Spring
Sport: German Football (Soccer)
T.V. show: The SImpsons
Male singer: Your mom
Vacation spot: Munich
Video game: I can beat anyone at any game

:::::Your Friends:::::

Friends: Yes I have friends
Best friend: Lukas and Niklas
Spend most time with: in Boston: Lukas, Johnny, and Kym
Who do you have the most inside jokes with: Kym and Rob.

:::::Love Life:::::

Do you have a crush: Um I suppose
How many gf/bf's have you had: Too many to count??
Do you think there is a person for everyone: Sure
If yes, do you know who yours is: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: No
Have you ever been in love: I thought I was but NO!!!!
What do you think love is: Your mom
Do you have a bf or gf: No

:::::Your Past:::::

First grade teacher's name: =\
Last words you said: A comment I wrote in my last entry
Last meal you ate: Jack in the Box with Nik and Heather
What did you hate most about school: Getting the shit kicked out of me by GROUPS of people at once

:::::Present:::::

What's in your CD player: Johnny Cash, Hank Williams, No remorse, Endstufe
What color sox are you wearing: Yellow Black and Red..... Flag colors and I stole them from Nik >=D
What's under your bed: Lots of porno and dirty clothes
What's the weather like: Boring?? Haha
What time did you wake up today: almost 5 o clock PM. Heather and I had a long long long night.
Did you think it was earlier, later, or on time: Earlier, I didnt expect to get up until probably 7 or 8 PM

:::::Have you ever:::::

Smoked: Still Do
Been Drunk: 6 Nights out of 7 I usually am
Been High: Gross yes
Done drugs: Of course
Skinny dipped: All the time. I do EVERYTHING in the nude! Sleep, eat, walk around, swim.
Stole: Yes
Stayed up all night on the Internet: Who hasnt?
Been in a fist fight: Fuck yes
Been in a cat fight: Ahahahahahahaha NOPE cant say that I have
Wanted to kill someone: OF COURSE!!!
Fallen off a chair: Sure

:::::Other:::::

Do you like your handwriting: Sure
If you could be anybody, who would you be and why: ME!
Which superhero would you be: Spiderman
Do you have any piercings: Both sides of my lip.
Any tattoos: 4 of them, Nik and I are gonna go get our matching tats on Friday, so that will make 5.
Are you picky: YES
What makes you cry: The fact that you exist???
What drives you mad: Hot girls
Do you like cartoons: Sure
Do you believe in heaven: In some ways
Do you believe in God: Somewhat
Do you think there is a hell: Who knows
Do you believe in the devil: GAY
When you get mad, do you swear a lot: Iswear all the fucking time no matter what
Got milk: I'll show you milk >=|
Do you believe in fate: Yes
Do you see dead people: No you freak
What was the last thing you dreamt: Too hot for livejournal..... Sorry Kiddies!
Do you want to be the first person on the sun when you grow up: Um Right


Why the fuck are girls so god damn stupid???????????? NEVER TRUST A FUCKING BITCH NO MATTER WHAT!! They say to keep your enemies closer than you keep your friend and I try it and what happens???? It fucking backfires on me. But whatever I really just dont even fucking care at all anymore.
Off the subject, Nik and Kym and Heather are all staying for another week!! Nik and I are getting our matching tats on Friday I hope, and if I see anymore tits I think I'm gonna kill someone

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Im too lazy to put MY email [06 Jan 2003|03:30am]
http://www.crushagent.com/lovetest.php?testid=138748
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[04 Jan 2003|02:41am]
[ mood | angry ]

Ich bin vom Versuchen müde. Sie sagte, dass sie mich treffen möchte, aber, *ICH* müssen alle von der bumsend Bemühung bilden. Sie sagte, dass sie von müde sind sein oben gestanden. Gut wenn das Bumsen haben, stand ich sie oben? Sie verliess am ersten Erscheinenrecht, während ich ankam. Ich denke, dass sie es heraus planen liess. Ihr Freund denkt, dass sie gerade schüchtern ist. Sie denkt auch sie nach links, weil sie erschrocken wurde.

Ja OK! Nicht sein egoistisch oder was auch immer, aber, Ich weiss, dass ich das Bumsen heiss bin. Und wenn Sie sagen, dass Sie mich irgendwo treffen werden, treffen Sie bumsend mich. Ich interessiere mich nicht, wenn Sie erschrocken werden. Am LCB, sagte sie, dass sie nicht sogar die Gruppe mochte.

So warum zahlte sie, das Erscheinen einzutragen? Sie könnte draussen gewartet haben. Und ich könnte sie ihrer ficken Füsse weg gefegt haben. Wir könnten verlassen haben. Wir mussten nicht am Konzert bleiben. und ist was dieses falschere bildet, dass, wenn wir sprechen, sie nicht viel spricht. es ist immer ein langer leise. und ich, linkes Gefühl unbequem. Zu erklären ist hart, aber es fühlt nicht
recht... Und sie bittet mich, die Bemühung zu bilden?!? NEIN! Ich tue nicht Scheisse mehr...

BUMSEN DIESES!

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Reeeeeguuuuulaaaaaaatttttttorrrrrrssssss!!!!!!!! [30 Dec 2002|04:27am]
[ mood | horny ]

IM AT DAVES!!! =X IM fuckin drunk. We drank till we puked. I think Kim (Ddaves wife) really thought my Kym was flirting with her husband. SO MUCH DRAMA! It was fucking funny! I think I;m meeting Ashley finnaly on New years!!!!!!!!!! So fucking exciting! Speaking of SEXY GIRLS NAMED ASHLEY heres a suyrvey

1.) First up, are you the top or bottom in your relationship?
Top and bottom and everything in between!

2.) Do you find pain pleasurable? Scratching rawr!!! Biting is good, too

3.) Do you own a sex toy (or two, or three...)? Ew fuck no!!!

4.) Do you have a fashion fetish (leather, vinyl, or even just lingerie)? Lingerie and really tall Stilletto high heel thingamajiggies

5.) Do you own porn videos? Yes I do

6.) Is candle wax allowed in your bedroom? Do I look like Ricky Martin to you????

7.) Just to be nosy, how many partners have you had sex with (including one nighters)? Um more than 5 and less then 10

8.) Favorite sexual position? Doggy style!!

9.) Most memorable time with a SINGLE partner? This chick at the Ratt/Dokken/LaGUNs/Firehouse/Warrant show backstage. FUCKING GOOD ASS TIME! And this other time in the Girls bathroom at school

10.) Have you ever fantasized about someone else while with your partner? Who has not???

11.) If you're straight, have you ever had a gay fantasy (likewise, if you're gay, have you ever had a straight fantasy.) FUCK NO butif I was a girl I would Hehe

12.) Do you participate in BDSM? not really

13.) Are you open to the idea of watersports? FUCK NO well unless I was the one peeing on some bitches

14.) Would you or do you take other partners to bed with your SO? Its happened before

15.) What was your first time outside "vanilla sex?" Doggy style

16.) Do you have a favorite role play fantasy? Uh no

17.) What is the most shocking thing you've ever done for/to a lover, that they really did NOT expect but enjoyed? Ask them???

18.) What is one of your favorite fantasies that you're pretty sure you're NEVER, EVER, EVER going to fulfill, because there's some things, that no matter what, should just remain a fantasy? Getting gang banged by girls/???? Hahahaha that would be funny

19.) Would most of your friends be shocked by these revelations? No

20.) Would you really care if they were? No

Heather and I are gonna go sit in the neighbors hot tub and hopefully not pass the fuck out and drown Lol. Later suckers!

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[29 Dec 2002|12:57pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Im living back at home. Was finally able to get ahold of the internet at the library. I only get 15 minutes and then they make you get off. But I can just come back later...

NIK, Kym, and Heather made it out here safely. And we've been partying non stop. I've drank more in the past 3 days then I have in the past 3 months. We've been trying to get ahold of Ashley and Jordana, but without Internet I had no way to get her number =\ SO we have failed!!!!!! Lower Class Brats is in a few days, that should be fun. No plans for New years yet, unless we can get ahold of the lovely LADIES!

Times up. Jack in the Box here we come! Nik has never fuckin' had Jack in The Box in his life. How creepy! Time to break that badboy in!

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there's no mood selection for "destroyed" =( [22 Dec 2002|10:19pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I can't stop crying

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[21 Dec 2002|02:51pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I'm so depressed living here. I basically moved out of my mothers and moved in with Kim and Dave, down here in Tempe. My 'Stang broke down. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with it.

And I just wanna fucking die.

Someone
Please
Kill
Me.

I just want Niklas to get down here and Kym and Heather to come visit. I need my friends. I miss Boston.. and I miss Germany even more. I'm so worried about Lukas, too. I don't even know what the fuck is going on with his life. And this is honestly the longest I have gone without seeing him. I just...... I don't know anymore. Everything is so confusing. Last night I got fucking trashed and I ended up just sitting outside in the "cold" (Arizona wouldn't know cold if it took a shit on their heads) and ended up crying. It was pathetic. I need someone here with me.

Fuck it.

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Pictures [11 Dec 2002|09:33pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

My Webshots Album!!!!!!!!!! Thanks Johnny and Niklas for FINALLY emailing me some pics, you fuckin' niggers! Took ya long enough. =)

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[10 Dec 2002|03:19pm]
[ mood | excited ]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!! I just called Niklas and apparently he joined the military and on his request sheet or whatever it is called he put Boston, Virgina, and California as his top three choices for stationing!!!! And so he got orders that he'll be stationed in California.. and that is the reason he is coming to Phoenix. Honestly now, I don't know what to think. Last week my life was going to shit. Yesterday when I called my mother, I was reminded of how everything was fucked up. Everything with my family and all and then today it just turns around. California.. How great is that? Well it is way fucking closer than Deutschland, which I suppose makes it great. I'll be able to see Niklas all the time now. It's so odd, too. Because When I came back from Deutschland before we got stationed in Phoenix, Niklas stopped calling and stopped writting. And through the great grape vine I had heard he didn't particularly like me anymore. Which I thought was just fucking great. Ugh. So we talked about that on the phone and He apologized. He had heard from Erin all kinds of shit about me that wasn't even fuckin' true. and for some reason he decided to believe it. Atleast he admitted that he was wrong.. He sounded so sincere, too. I guess he got ahold of Lukas a few days before Emailing me and Lukas set him straight.

Maybe I'm thinking too far ahead of myself....... But I can see a move to California taking place soon. Who knows. We'll see what happens.

Dave's back from work, So we're gonna go get dinner. Tonight I'm gonna be making my WEBSHOTS album public! Johnny finally emailed me a bunch of pictures from the past three years. I know you're all fuckin' anxious to see this shit.

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[10 Dec 2002|05:06am]
[ mood | tired ]

I still haven't gone home. Called my mom up yesterday and she was freaking out and there's all kinds of fuckin' drama. Yeah I'd much rather stay away from that bullshit right now.

Dave's comp crashed or something the other night?? All I know is that it wouldn't turn back on. So when he got home from work he did some shit and fixed it. Woo!! Yay for computer nerds! Apparently it had something to do with the AIM I downloaded.. SO no more AIM for me =( So Ash, I'm sorry about not coming back.

Hmmmm.. So since I was without Internet and Kim and Dave don't have cable or anything FUN I wrote a bunch of letters back home for the Boston boys. Sucks though, because I don't know my address here. I just hope they send fine cause I couldn't put a return address on them. Ugh. And I wrote Ashley a letter Haha. I coulda just emailed her but I felt like handwriting a letter was more, what's the word??? Special?? Or Personal? Argh I don't know. BUT! I'm gonna be all sweet and MAIL it to her. And even though she can't speak German, I know the language "Drives her crazy" so I wrote one copy in German and the other in English. Hah I'm just so fuckin' sweet it makes me wanna fuckin' puke. So Ashley *hint hinT* I need your address =)

OH! How could I fuckin' forget! Speaking of mail... One of my old buddies from Munich emailed me the other day. He wants to come down and visit sometime after Christmas! Fuck yeah! Niklas and I go so far back. I've known him practically all my life, just like Lukas. All three of us used to hang out on the schoolyard back in grade school smoking cigarettes and getting into fights together. The memories I have with those boys.. God, It's insane to think about! I'm so excited about him coming out. He said he was going to Boston as well, So I think if he comes HERE first, I'll fly back to Boston with him when he goes to visit Lukas. And then whenever he flys back to Germany I can just come back to Phoenix. IM SO FUCKIN EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!

OKay time for bed. I'm probably gonna go home later on today if everything's calmed down a bit more than it was. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. (And Ashley, if you don't wanna post your address on here [cause I know people can find it and whatnot] Feel free to mail it to me [my email address is on the userinfo Page])

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Everything has gone to hell =( [02 Dec 2002|01:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Um well. Alot of shit has been going on. Friday my mother told me that about three weeks ago she recieved orders for TDY back to Germany for a year. Which totally made me excited. Except.. She told them she refused to go. I don't know what the fuck is going on inside her head but I do know she's now getting out of the service because of it. Since she's refusing to go they're making her resign. This is a total shock because she's been in the military for over 18 years now. I don't know what to say or think. =(

So yesterday I asked her what the fuck was up. And apparently she doesn't want me anywhere near my father or his family. Which is bullshit. She's "really scared for my well being" and wants me to change my ways?????? Fuck that. She knows it's not going to happen. And her turning down this TDY is only hurting her fucking self even more.. and is hurting ME more than I could ever hurt myself. What the fuck is she supposed to do now when we get sick?? Because there's no more free medical for us. And how the fuck is she going to find a better paying job to support all her fuckin kike children? Her piece of shit husband certainly isn't going to be fuckin helping her. And now she's going to spend the rest of her life working because there's no more retirement and there's no more military ANYTHING for us.

And I honestly believe that that piece of shit jew talked her out of it. I fuckin' know he did because he fuckin KNOWS my mom is still in love with my father. He's so fuckin insecure (which he should be.. who the fuck would want HIS ass over my dads???) and helpless and afraid to have to actually raise his own children that he fuckin' scared my mom into staying. I fuckin' know it. Im so incredibly upset and pissed off over this.....

So also on Friday our phone got turned off. Phone bill was due a week and a half prior but my mother knew she would have to be saving all her money from now on and decided that phone and internet weren't needed. UM THANKS FOR FUCKING TELLING ME.

So right now Jim and Rob and Johnny and I are at the library.. using their computer. I've been thinking over the last few days and I might just move back to Boston. There's nothing I can do for my mother anymore. Im just one extra mouth out of the 4 fuckin jew babies and my little brother that she has to feed. Six fucking children and a grown man that she needs to work for to feed. And I'm tired of it. If I'm back home she won't have to worry about me anymore. I'm tired of always having to have a job to help feed those fuckin' crooks. Any money that I give to my mother I tell her is for HER and MY brother. But what does she do?? Gives it all to THEM. Because it's absolutely unheard of for her fuckin children to go to school in walmart shoes and target jeans??? Fucking greedy piece of shits.

Im so tempted to shoot that kike. He's nothing but trouble. And maybe then my mom can collect all his money....

Well the boys are ready to leave.. I'm really sorry for rambling on. Im so upset and I'm not even sure if anything I've been blabbing about makes ANY sense. So I apologize for it.

and ASHLEY!!!! if you read this I'm going to try to call you later from a payphone. GO TO TOXIC NARCOTIC TONIGHT!!!!!! I'll be there. OK??? Please comment and let me know what's up. We might stop back by here later on. So let me know!!!!

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Everything has gone to hell =( [02 Dec 2002|01:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Um well. Alot of shit has been going on. Friday my mother told me that about three weeks ago she recieved orders for TDY back to Germany for a year. Which totally made me excited. Except.. She told them she refused to go. I don't know what the fuck is going on inside her head but I do know she's now getting out of the service because of it. Since she's refusing to go they're making her resign. This is a total shock because she's been in the military for over 18 years now. I don't know what to say or think. =(

So yesterday I asked her what the fuck was up. And apparently she doesn't want me anywhere near my father or his family. Which is bullshit. She's "really scared for my well being" and wants me to change my ways?????? Fuck that. She knows it's not going to happen. And her turning down this TDY is only hurting her fucking self even more.. and is hurting ME more than I could ever hurt myself. What the fuck is she supposed to do now when we get sick?? Because there's no more free medical for us. And how the fuck is she going to find a better paying job to support all her fuckin kike children? Her piece of shit husband certainly isn't going to be fuckin helping her. And now she's going to spend the rest of her life working because there's no more retirement and there's no more military ANYTHING for us.

And I honestly believe that that piece of shit jew talked her out of it. I fuckin' know he did because he fuckin KNOWS my mom is still in love with my father. He's so fuckin insecure (which he should be.. who the fuck would want HIS ass over my dads???) and helpless and afraid to have to actually raise his own children that he fuckin' scared my mom into staying. I fuckin' know it. Im so incredibly upset and pissed off over this.....

So also on Friday our phone got turned off. Phone bill was due a week and a half prior but my mother knew she would have to be saving all her money from now on and decided that phone and internet weren't needed. UM THANKS FOR FUCKING TELLING ME.

So right now Jim and Rob and Johnny and I are at the library.. using their computer. I've been thinking over the last few days and I might just move back to Boston. There's nothing I can do for my mother anymore. Im just one extra mouth out of the 4 fuckin jew babies and my little brother that she has to feed. Six fucking children and a grown man that she needs to work for to feed. And I'm tired of it. If I'm back home she won't have to worry about me anymore. I'm tired of always having to have a job to help feed those fuckin' crooks. Any money that I give to my mother I tell her is for HER and MY brother. But what does she do?? Gives it all to THEM. Because it's absolutely unheard of for her fuckin children to go to school in walmart shoes and target jeans??? Fucking greedy piece of shits.

Im so tempted to shoot that kike. He's nothing but trouble. And maybe then my mom can collect all his money....

Well the boys are ready to leave.. I'm really sorry for rambling on. Im so upset and I'm not even sure if anything I've been blabbing about makes ANY sense. So I apologize for it.

and ASHLEY!!!! if you read this I'm going to try to call you later from a payphone. GO TO TOXIC NARCOTIC TONIGHT!!!!!! I'll be there. OK??? Please comment and let me know what's up. We might stop back by here later on. So let me know!!!!

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[18 Nov 2002|11:00pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Back in Phoenix. I'm tired. Arrived today. Yup Yup. I heard Toxic Narcotic is coming to Phoenix. Or so they told Johnny. Yay!

Survey time. Stolen from the beautiful Ashley.

First Name: Dietrich
Middle Name: Christopher
Last Name: Diefenbaker
Birthday: 8-14-85
Where were you born? Munich Germany
Where do you live now? Phoenix Arizona
Where do you wanna live now? Back in Boston of course.
Who do you wanna live with? Lukas and Johnny. And a really hot girl to call my own Haha.
What was your most embarrasing moment? When Erin pulled that shit in front of ALL my friends.
Have you looked back and laughed about it since or are you still traumitized? I will never laugh at something like that. Fuck that.
What's one of your coolest moments? Last week in Boston.
What is (or are some) of the nicest things people have ever said to you? You're hot, You're sexy, Etc.
What was your uncoolest moment? First time having sex.
What's the most horrible thing somebody has said about you or to you? God here we go with the Erin shit again..
What's your fave color(s)? Green, Black, White.
Why? Shut your face, fag.
What's your fave film(s)? Look at my other surveys.
Do you wish you were an Oscar Meyer weiner? Are you a fag?
What was the weirdest dream you ever had? Too long to type.
What was the best dream you ever had? Sex dreams of course!
Do you have dreams or do you just sleep? everyone dreams, moron!
What is your fave book? Ugh too many.
Would you like to see it as a film if it hasn't been one already? Sure.
Do you support Animal Liberations Society? Ew fuck that
What is your fave radio station? None.
Why? Cause you're gay.
Do you love or hate Eminem? I have respect for the guy.
Do you think he should tone down his lyrics? Fuck no.
Why or why not? Shut up already.
Are you religious? Not really.
What religion? Blah.
Why? So annoying.
Have you ever kissed somebody? No fuckin duh
Do you like fire? Sure
Do you know the bases? What the fuck?
Do you like water? Shut up!
Do you like the earth? Fag
Do you like the wind? Yeah sure.
Do you like it when it's sunny outside? Whatever.
Do you like it when it's rainy outside? Yes
What's your fave shirt that you own? My No Remorse shirt and all my Fred Perry's.
Fave pants? My black jeans and my Dickies.
Fave necklace/bracelet/ankelete/ring/peircing metal thing? My lip rings.
What do you think of when you hear the word 'constantinople'? Reminds me of 8th grade World History class.
What accent do you find the sexiest? American accents are pretty fuckin' hot. OOH Ashley finds my accent to be Sexy!! YAY!! Although.. it's very toned down. But still!! Haha.
What is your horoscope sign? Who cares.
Do you like it? Do you like dicks in your ass?
What is the grossest thing you have ever put in your mouth? ERIN. Hahahahaha.
What is the yummiest thing you have put in your mouth? A girl of course ahaha.
What is your fave drink? Guinness.
Fave food? Yorkshire Pudding.
Are your parents together or divorced? Divorced....
What do you want to be when you grow up/ what do you want to do later in your life job wise? Not sure yet.
Why?
What is your fave hockey team? Ew
Do you speak French? Yes.
Do you speak Spanish? I can understand some of it. It's very similiar to French.
Do you speak Portuguese? Same with Spanish, It's similiar to French.
Do you speak Chinese? Ching chang chong.
Do you speak Japanese? no.
Do you speak English? english?! NOOOO.
What do you want for Christmas? Sex. New guns and knives. New boots. New clothes. I could go on.
What are you getting me for Christmas? My foot up your ass.
Would you be dissapointed if I returned it? I'd break your fuckin' leg.
Why or why not? Because you're a fuckin fag.
Who let the dogs out? What dogs?
If a tree fell down in a forest, and nobody was there, did it make a sound? Yes.
Why or why not? Are you that fuckin stupid?
Are you sure?
Are you positive? Positive that you're a moron.
Why didn't he make it as a wise man? gay.
Why didn't he make it as a poor man stealing? gay.
Why does this remind him? Speak English.
What's your fave fruit (NOT talking about people)? Blueberry.
What's your fave veggie? broccoli.
Are you a vegetarian? Fuck no.
Are you a veegan? Gay.
Do you eat meat? Most definitely.
Do you think that vegetarians and veegans are dumber than meat eaters? Um.
What do you think of Nirvana? GROSS.
What about Kurt Cobain? Thank god he shot himself before I could.
What are your top 10 fave bands?
1. No Remorse.
2. Brutal Attack.
3. Skrewdriver.
4. Toxic Narcotic.
5. Poison.
6. Endstufe.
7. Bound For Glory.
8. Pluton Svea.
9. Kolovrat.
10. Kristallnacht.

What are your fave lyrics? "Too many times the impressionable minds been subjected to the lies, its mainly killed white pride, yeah, highschools and liberal documentaries cause white guilt, but an anger burns inside of me. You think I'm blind? I'm standing up for my own kind" -Day of the Sword "There's no crime in being White"
Why? here we go with the "Why"'s again.
What is your fave brand of shampoo/conditioner? Whatever.
What do you think of dreadlocks? Ew!
Who are some of the hottest actors? Im not a fag.
Who are your fave actresses? Oh So I don't get to say which actresses are hot huh?? Fucker.
Who is your rolemodel? My dad in some ways. Or Your Mom.
What, in your opinion, makes a good band? Whatever I say is good.
Do you a feel an incredible urge to belt out the lyrics whenever you hear a song you know the lyrics to? Duh.
Do you turn up the volume? Without a doubt.
Do you see the cup as being half full or half empty? GAY!
Are you happy right now? For the most part.
What are some of your fave quotes? Blah Blah Blah.
If you were stuck on a desert island, and you could bring only 5 things, what would they be and why? Girls. Porn. Music. Friends. People to fuck up when im mad.
Do you believe in the afterlife? BLAH
Karma? Haha funny stuff..
Have you ever heard the song Affirmation by Savage Garden? Ew.
Do you like it/agree with it? I don't care to hear it.
Do you hate anybody? And Everybody.
Why? God you're so fuckin stupid.
Have you ever said I love you and not mean it? I suppose..
Don't you think that was cruel? Well sometimes a man's gotta get laid. But yes it was cruel. Which is why I will never do it again.
What was one of your fave vacations? When Lukas and Johnny and Dave and I went to Germany to see my dad. When the whole crew flew to California for Disneyland. The little trip I just took back to Boston.
What was so great? What the fuck are you talking about?
Do you like the Body Shop? ???
What are some of your fave products? Ugh
What are 3 things you love or like about yourself? My face.. As Full of myself as that seems hahaha. My Tattoos. And my dick of course.
How many pillows do you sleep with? 2.
What color is your carpet? White.
What color is your room? Green.
Do you have any pets? My dog.
What are their names? Guinness.
Do you have any siblings? yes....
What are their names? Who cares. The only one that matters is Jake.
What are 3 cosmetics you love (excluding glitter)? Do I look like a fag to you? On girls I like lipstick though. And lots of eyemakeup. mmmmm.
If you could max a mega credit card, in 1 store, where? Online.
Do you like science or math? Science.
If you were invible for a week, where would you go? go? dont you mean do?Um.
Do you wish you could read peoples minds? Yes!
Do you like rugby? Fuck yeah!
Who's your scariest teacher? I don't have teachers.
Why?
Who is (or who are) your least fave teachers?
If you HAD to choose, who is your fave teacher?
Do you like orange juice? yes
Do you like V8? No.
Do you like apple juice? Yes
What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? Erin. I can't believe I fucked that bitch.
If you could go back in time and change 5 things, what would they be and why?
1. The way my father treated my mom.
2. Jumped those monkeys before they got to Lukas.
3. Slit Erin's throat instead of fucking her.
4. Kicked Kevin's ass when I had the chance.
5. Made it so my mom would have never met that fucking kike she's with right now.
Do you like bandanas? On girls.
Are you going to send this to anyone? Um no.
Who?
Do you think they're cool?
What's your fave 6 colors of nail polish?
Do you plan on having children: Definitely!!
Do you want to get married: Of course.
How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: Young I suppose.
How old do you wanna be when your married: Not too old.
Would you have kids before marriage? Eh shit happens.
What would you name the boy? Dietrich Christopher Diefenbaker Jr DUH!! Gotta carry on my name.
What would you name the girl? Im not sure.
Are you a virgin?: Hahaha. Me a virgin? Thats a funny one.
If not, Do you plan on loosing your virginity ne time soon?: Done and Done.
Have you had oral sex?: Of course.
Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): =( No
Do you have a crush?: Of course.
What do you think of the way you look?: Well I've never really been told that I look bad. I think I'm pretty damn good looking haha.
What do you think about your attitude?: Shut your face.
What do you think about love?: Ugh..
What do you think about fate?: Blah.
What do you think about your self?: Im fuckin proud of who I am.
What do you tell yourself if times get hard?: I don't tell myself anything. I just spend time with my friends and listening to music and it makes everything better.
What would you give your life for?: My friends and my mother.
What do you think about your first love?: Im starting to wonder if it was even really love. True love only comes once in a lifetime.. so they say.
What do you think about the first person that loved you?: Ugh.
What are you scared of?: Being alone forever.
What was the saddest moment of your life so far?: The shit my dad did to my mom. When Lukas lost his little brother. Lukas falling into a coma.
What would life be without friends?: Absolutely horrible.
Without family?: I don't know what I would do without my mom.
Do you dream a lot at night?: Yes.
Do you dream in black and white, or color?: Both.

Ok well that was long. Erin Just IMed me. OH MAN!! This is going to be too funny Haha.

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Stolen from Ashley! =) [31 Oct 2002|01:52am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

01. name? Dietrich.
02. d.o.b.? 8-14-85
03. location? Glendale Arizona
04. religion? Whatever..
05. occupation? Hah! Just got here so not yet.

APPEARANCE
01. hair? Brown but shaved off.
02. eye? Green.
03. height? 5'10"
04. Mulatto or albino? HELL NO. German / Italian / English
05. Ever dyed your hair: Yes.

STYLE
01. clothing? Jeans, Boots, Band Shirts, Braces, Dickie Shorts, Flight Jacket, Hoodies, Beanies. I think that pretty much covers it, Haha.
02. music? Oi!, Rac, WP, Uk82, Punk Rock.
03. makeup? Do I look like a fag to you???
04. bodyart? 4 Tattoos, and sadly, I removed my lip rings for good today. Sigh.

RIGHT NOW
01. wearing? Spiderman boxers and black socks. Sexy or what?? LOL
02. listening to? Toxic Narcotic - People Suck
03. thinking of? My boys back home, and hopefully meeting some cool people who live here (Already found one, lol) =)
04. feeling? Homesick and hungry and horny.

LAST THING YOU...
01. bought? Abrasive Wheels - Punks Go Marching In LP
02. talked to? Online: Ashley. Lol I haven't been on since last night. In Person: My mom.
03. ate & drank? Yorkshire pudding and milk! Mmmm.
04. read? I am currently reading this book by that Fox News Bill O'Reilly guy my mother adores.. It's actually quite amusing.
05. watched? Porn.

EITHER / OR
01. club or houseparty? Houseparty!!
02. tea or coffee? Tea YUM
03. high achiever or slacker? High Fuckin Achiever, better believe it.
04. beer or cider? Shit. BOTH!
05. drinks or shots? Drinks. Fuck that pussy shot shit.
06. cats or dogs? Dogs.
07. single or taken? SINGLE! Somebody make me UNSINGLE please!
08. pen or pencil? Pen.
09. gloves or mittens? Gloves.
10. food or candy? Food.
11. cassette or cd? Both. My car only has a cassette player in it.
13. coke or pepsi? Coke.
14. hard or mild alcohol? HARD.
15. matches or a lighter? Lighter.
16. sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful? Lol fuck that.
17. ricki lake or oprah winfrey? Ricki is FAT (Or was Lol) and Oprah is a nigger.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
01. kill? Everyone.
02. shag? Your mom.
03. slap? My dick. =X Er I mean..
04. hear from? My boys.
05. get really wasted with? My boys.
06. tickle? No thank you.
07. look like? ME.
08. be like? ME.
09. avoid? EW just about everyone.

FAVORITE
01. food? Yorkshire Pudding.
02. drink? Beer.
03. color? Black and White and Green.
04. album? Look What The Cat Dragged In - Poison.
05. shoes? Boots. Or my Sambas.
06. site? www.suckmydick.com Lol. I don't even know if that's a real site.
07. dance? Uhhhh
08. song? Paint It Black - the Skrewdriver version of COURSE!!
09. vegetable? Eh
10. fruit? Blah
11. berry? Blueberry.

LAST PERSON YOU
12. touched? My mom.
13. talked to? Well now I am talking to Johnny.
14. cried over? THAT BITCH ERIN.
16. kissed? In that way? Mellisa.
15. instant messaged? Johnny.
17. had a crush on? Eh.
18. who broke your heart? THAT NIGGER-FUCKING EX GIRLFRIEND OF MINE WHO NEEDS TO FUCKIN DIE.

WHERE DO YOU
19. Eat? My room.
20. dance? At shows.
21. cry? No where. I usually don't cry.
22. Are you alone? Very =(
23. do u hear voices in your head? Ok Freak!
24. Do people stare at you? No Fucking Duh.
25. Do they talk about you? Like you would not believe.
26. Do you somehow think that you can sense and feel certain things? DUh Smart one!
27. Do you believe in the word "Normal"? YES.

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[28 Oct 2002|03:14pm]
Ugh I was also hoping that in getting a new journal on a completely different server that bitch wouldn't be able to find me. But apparently hoping doesn't do shit. Erin, Leave me the fuck alone. You are psycho and you need to get over it!
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Gay ass survey Because I am bored [28 Oct 2002|02:58am]
[ mood | bored ]

[[ full name ]] - Dietrich Christopher Diefenbaker
[[ nicknames ]] - Chris or Tricks.
[[ age ]] - 17
[[ astrological sign? ]] - That shit is gay
[[ chinese zodiac sign? ]] -No thank you
[[ birthplace ]]- Munich, Germany
[[ location ]] - Currently in Glendale, Arizona. I just moved from Boston.
[[ sexual preference ]] - STRAIGHT!!!!
[[ marital status ]] - There has GOT to be some good girls here for me
[[ current haircolor ]] - Shaved head
[[ eyecolor... w/ &w/o contacts ]] - Blue
[[ parents still together? ]] - No and thank God. Fuck my "Dad."
[[ siblings? ]] - Unfortunately I have a couple of half siblings.
[[ pets? ]] - My pitbull Guinness
[[ in school/graduated? ]] - Graduated my Junior year.
[[ rent, lease, or own your home? ]] - We rent
[[ what do you do for work? ]] - Nothing as of yet, we just got here
[[ how much do you make? ]] - Blow me
[[ what do you drive? ]] - 1969 Ford Mustang

preferences

[[ black and white/color ]] - Color
[[ black/white ]] - I like both
[[ red/blue ]] - Both
[[ dogs/cats ]] - Dogs
[[ roses/daisies ]] - Well Roses I suppose
[[ beer/liquor ]] - Beer
[[ underwear/thongs ]] - HaHa Thongs. Oooh babay!!
[[ hair: short/long ]] - Shaved
[[ boots/shoes ]] - Boots
[[ food: mexican/italian ]] - Italian I suppose
[[ dark/light ]] - Light
[[ day/nite ]] - Night
[[ city/country ]] - City
[[ sheets: solid/animal prints ]] - Solid
[[ sub/dom ]] - Dom >=D

favorites

[[ color ]] - Black White and Green
[[ animal ]] - Eagle I suppose
[[ vehicle ]] - old Mustangs
[[ flower ]]- I don't know
[[ beer ]] - Guinness
[[ liquor ]] - JD
[[ soda ]] - Dr Pepper
[[ food ]] - Yorkshire Pudding
[[ book ]] - I have too many of those
[[ author ]] - I don't really like one author more than the others
[[ band ]] - No Remorse without a doubt.
[[ cd ]] - Look What The Cat Dragged In - Poison
[[move]] American History X, Romper Stomper, Fight Club, any sort of mafia movie.
[[ song ]] - Only one? Blood and Honour by Skrewdriver I suppose
[ director ]] - I don't give a fuck
[[ extracurricular activity ]] - Fights, Sex, Drinking. HaHa.
[[ color your hair? ]] - I used to
[[ have tattoos? ]] - Sure do. Four of them to be exact
[[ piercings? ]] - My lip on both sides
[[ stolen anything? ]] - I used to
[[ smoke? ]] - No
[[ pot? ]] - No
[[ crack? ]] - A little bit of Coke here and there
[[ drink? ]] - Every Day
[[ been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ]] - Gay question
[[ been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ]] -
[[ posed for nude pics? ]] - HaHa No
[[ considered a life of crime? ]] - All the time
[[ considered being a hooker? ]] You know it!
[[ maybe a pimp? ]] - HaHa Definitely
[[ been married? ]] - No
[[ been divorced? ]] - Once I'm married it will be for GOOD!

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